Wanna know why I'm a big weirdo? I don't know if I actually am attracted to people (women) because I actually like them, or just like the idea of them, or just like the attention....?
I know I like attention. Of any kind. Even negative, because I can make snarky, sarcastic comments to bite people down to size.
There is a girl I'm interested in. I know this for sure. As for these other few people who float in and out of my consciousness, I'm not so sure. I don't know if I actually like them or if I'm just making my life into some sort of movie fairy tale fantasy type situation. I like the nervousy feeling you get in your stomach from liking someone. I like finding out. Waiting is the worst part.
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